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green to red |
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music |
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power man 5000 , the 4th of july SOUNDGARDEN |
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things seem to be getting back to normal. everything in my life seemed out of whack and lawless for a while now. Its odd , how things can go from perfect , to shitty , to ruined , to shitty, to odd, to strange , to stranger , and then seem perfect once again. Its seem to me, almost all of of life , time runs in shifts. Its good for a long time, trails off , the situation changes and its horrible for what seems twice as long. Then , when everyday seems to taste bland , colorless and your ready to accept an eterinty of shit, you sit down next to someone, say ,"things aren't going that well", and they TELL you ,"THINGS WILL GET BETTER". Almost as soon as that person stands up and walks away someone hands you a cold mountain dew and makes you laugh. Suddenly, the light of a staind-glass window seems to wash over the room and the temperature feels comfortable again. You seem to forget how things were so bad . It continues to come to a higher and higher day, night , weekend, week , month. Suddenly, your on top of the world, everything seems at your feet, and people seem to be less important and only material and monetary wealth seem important. Then , it breaks, it shatters , it spills and falls. It stings, then it burns, it hurts, then the situation is as it was but its not even close to how it used to be. SERIOUSLY. Its all gray and green again. You're like a ghost floating though a wasteland. Where there used to be a circus is now a tarpit. Friends and family seem wothless untrustworthy and hateful. It drags on, you almost break down and pray. It starts to rain, you're cold , you're feet hurt from walking, and the headlight close in, someone beautiful offers you a lift.
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indescribable
bitchy
cold
contemplative
annoyed
depressed
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